I wanted to tell you

I wanted to tell you about the times I would miss you. There are times when I feel better about myself, I discover something about myself and feel intrigued yet cheerful and fulfilling. Those are the times I miss you, sharing with you. 

I keep thinking about your well-being. I ask a friend if they know your whereabouts and how you are doing. When the answer is no, I just hope you are doing well in your universe. 

I want you to take your time to heal and come back and talk to me. You know that you are already a part of my life in many ways and that can't be easily forgotten. 

I want to try and make sure that I know how you are doing even when I know I have zero control over things in your life. I just want to be knowing. And that's the least I can do. 

No matter how long we don't talk to each other, I cannot stop thinking about you. And I know you know that. I do not want this email to cause any more hurt than the heartbreak as is.   

with a lot of heaviness and warmth in my heart!

you

At this particular moment

You're alone 

At this particular night

You find yourself 

At this point in time 

You are there for you 

At this juncture in life

You hold yourself to you 

At this space around you 

You live and breathe by yourself

ఎంతైనా చెప్పు

ఎంతైనా చెప్పు 

నాలో ఉన్న నీవు మారవు

ఎంతైనా చెప్పు 

నాలో దాగిన ఆశ ఆగదు

ఎంతైనా చెప్పు

నాలో చేరిన వేదన తగ్గదు

ఎంతైనా చెప్పు 

నాలో వుండిన ప్రాణం పోదు 

ఎంతైనా చెప్పు 

నాలో నా ప్రపంచమే ఒప్పు

no one

No one can protect no one

No one can destroy no one

No one can love no one

No one can hate no one

No one can make no one

No one can break no one 

No one can feel no one 

No one can undo no one 

burning holes in my heart

Burning holes in my heart

I leave the breathe hot 

Churning old memories 

I think of her a damn lot

Charming she is in my way

I adore the reality in my head

Shaking I am with fear 

I may collapse losing myself

sinking to turning

I see it's sinking, the feeling, in my chest, to the left

I feel it's coming, the reeling, emotions of guarded life

I watch it's turning, the tables, and to the side of the other 

I know it'll linger, in the now, and in the now then 

I tell you it's the way, for its the circle of life turning faster 

I relate it in everyone, the sinking to turning, faster and more

Being in love

You're an elixir that's addictive, you don't know that 

Never cease to surprise me, are your moves and then some 

You keep me hanging while hanging out, know that

Making me happy that I got your attention, as long as I can 

Yearning for more of you, in all ways, all times, more 

I wish only to be taken by surprise, being in your embrace

I may now be here, with you there, but soon enough, together 

Looking into your eyes and holding you against me 

Saying what is said when the thirst is quenched 

Feeling and making you feel what is to be felt being in love 

How long is the longing?

How long is this longing? 

Concealed thoughts and images of us

How long is this longing? 

Revealingly free and seemingly endless 

How long is the longing? 

Pasts of separation and presence of future

How long is the longing? 

Words fall short of feeling the unfelt

How long is the longing? 

Reading you to there from here I am 

How long is the longing? 

If longing is for longing for you forever 

How long is the longing? 

Knowing you are there for me, waiting

can't get enough

Long nights of stealing glances and missing pangs 

Long distances of unrequited love and expressive acts 

Long conversations of knowing one another and more

Long visuals of loving sights and filling memories

Long longings for awakening bliss and magnificent stories

Long love for her to be expressed, submitted and sustained

Long for her beauty and grace that I can't get enough

30 second art

Excuberant and can't be contained

The happiness and the evening

Effervescent and can't be obtained

The sadness of the yore 

Engagement of the sensual mind

The gluttony of momentary bliss