I have to.....

I have to.....

Even if it is my heart that I listen to,

I have to stay home and take care of my ailing parents who work harder than the honey bees to put together happiness in my family….

I have to chase my dreams and they take me all over the place sometimes away and sometimes close to my dear ones….

I have to win my love for her who has robbed my heart of all the peace and made my mind restless and yet makes me happy….

I have to abide by my duty to secure and protect this world around me with my sustainable and selfless initiatives….

I have to just pamper my senses with whatever I can do to use my mind, intelligence and physique in an efficient way….

I have to stay and pray to the Lord in devotion and love for all that he has gracefully given to my undeserving and lowly soul….

Am I really listening to my heart!!

But I have to.....