I know a girl who prays to God
like this:
"Dear God! For all that I
have been through in my life till now, I fall at your feet and I beg you not to
give me an another life as a girl. Don't throw me into this hellish life of a
girl in this society. I beg you to forgive me for all those sins I have been
forced to commit by this society. I have realised my mistakes and I won't
repeat them again."
"Dear God! My parents
educated me sending far and wide to great universities, only to be ready for
becoming a weak helpless bride getting married to a stranger. I have walked the
jungle of mad men to pursue my education only to be an object of pleasure in
the eyes of lusty social animals."
"Dear God! My education and
environment around has made me so impulsive to everyone with lot of
frustration, fear and insecure feelings that I do not wish to live anymore in
this bag of flesh, blood and bones which has become a machine for satisfying
lust of populi."
"Dear God! You have forgotten to give me strength to kill
myself, so arrange someone or something to terminate this pathetic life. I feel
disgusting looking at my own body for having gotten it utterly exploited in all
nasty ways.
"Dear God! You have created
a set of beings who masquerade as caretakers taking care of their yearning for
skin-deep beauty. But I am a part of those beings who look out helplessly for a
caretaker. I am stunned at your veiled
plan that punishes me in this life as a girl."
"Dear God! Out of an
inexpressible fear, I beg you to put me in such a place where I can never even
dream of these above things, if you have created any. I desperately dream of
such a heaven because I do not want to hate myself for being a girl!"
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